Those of us who refuse to be shut down for our voices are going thru hell. It is an all out assault from every corner. I am being monitored by an american officer in syria. He knows me thru milab apparently and approached me online. Always asks me how i feel after i've had electro shock memory erasure. He knows every time. So i found a personal way to avoid milab and he comes at me with i miss you here? They have him trying to lure me back. wtf...i will NOT fight against the Karistus or Putin/Russia. I have worked with both and i will fight with and for them, not against. So now i'm getting god fucking awful stabbing pains in my left leg, left side of my head...feels like a hot knife stabbing and ripping...nerves being hit thru implants or what ever...idk..i just know that everything big and little is an uphill battle....like climbing sunset crater....takes forever to reach teh top, but get knocked down and your trip down is more like a flight. 

I cannot believe how pissed milab is over not being able to abduct me for ops. lol Like i give a fuck. They have forced me to go evil on them. Fuck with me and you die. Period. Mostly clones anyway, right?  

Targeting a being is the sorriest fucking thing to ever happen to good people. Payday is coming tho...mercy? ha 

yep it is a FUCKING life any more isn't it  lol 

So many unensouled humans gadding about. Too many...they are used to fuck with us..made for possession. 

idk what to do about being a target for myself or for anyone. I wish i had answers....as long as we are vulnerable we are targets.....what makes us vulnerable? Lack of knowledge for one.....and i think that about sums it up.  There are too many agendas/factions within each other like milab....like the bloodline....and they each use us......the mind may not remember these ops and rituals but the heart never forgets. The heart always knows....the heart, our true selves....the immortal toroidal being that we each are. That is teh answer...move into our heart minds....allow our true selves to take teh helm. Not as easy as it sounds. but a necessity to thrive in this stormy climate of psychopaths and their mind control of the nation(s). They cannot touch our hearts........yet.