Any Ideas?

Maybe i should try to give more details to my life and then maybe ill be able to get help, lol. I am a 20 year old American female. my mother abandoned me and my sister when i was 6 and she was 3. she is an amazing woman, the only positive figure in my life. growing up i had some negative feeling for her bc she left us with such horrible people but she believed it was the best option i guess. sorry if im confusing my thoughts are always fast and scrambled, like i think about 2 things at the same time. I moved states to be near her at 18.

Strange things have always occurred around me, i cant hear peoples thoughts but its like i just know what they are thinking and feeling. people even complete strangers feel they should spill there darkest secrets and problems to me, and this for some strange reason makes them feel better, i mean since i was 4 (as early as i can remember) people would talk to me about there deep deep issues and i would listen and watch them cry. most of the time it would make me cry as well bc of the pain i "felt" for them this still occurs to this day.

I have one memory that mom swears must of been a dream from before she left to become a cross country truck driver.  i remember being in my grandpas house in the main room, the front door and back door are adjacent to each other. a older lady i would describe as a witch lady for lack of better description came in the front door and started talking to mom. i did not like what they were saying and it frightened me so i ran out the back door, threw the horse pasture and into the woods. i don't remember coming back or what was said. it felt like it was real.

I was also born almost a full month later than my due date and for some reason the doctors wouldn't give my mom the medicine to induce labor even tho she begged them, because i was born late a nurse doctor would come to the house to check on me once a week for the first few months. she had told my mom i was an old soul and needed to be watched at all times. my mom always joked about this growing up bc she isn't religious nor did she think much of it. at 1 month i started rolling to my bottle and other various items around the house, then i would army crawl, by 10 months i spoke in complete sentences and could walk freely around the house, but was completely bald except for a few clear hairs until i was 2 years old. i looked like an alien as a child bald with giant blue eyes even creepier the fact that i could speak in full sentences as i stated previously.

When i was a year old my mom said i felt cold to the touch so she ran a warm bath since it was later in the evening anyway and she needed one as well. she got in with my and when she felt my skin again she became really worried she says i felt like ice so she turned me around to face her, my lips and fingernails had turned blueish purple and she freaked out jumping out of the tub calling the ambulance and wrapping me in blankets. she also said my eyes were funny, im not sure how im guessing just spaced out from how she explains it. when the ambulance got their i was still blue and cold they were their maybe 5 mins when i was no longer quiet and cold. i started to scream and i went from a temp of 95 to a temp of 104 they quickly brought me in the hospital over night. they told mom they got my temperature down but wanted to hold me over night by myself. its odd and its never happened again up until a few days ago. (i kept getting goosebumps and my bones felt like ice then i would get hot as hell like how i imagine a menopause hot flash and literly feel myself radiating heat.) it was freaky. it make have been a fever but it made me remember this story.

Then the odd dreams lately and iv always had and excellence intuition i just normally doubt myself then realize my gut is damn near always right. looking forward to your replies. thank you, take care, stay blessed.

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i am known to be very paranoid so if you believe i have nothing to worry about i would be thrilled to hear that. there is constant helicopters over my house every night... i always figured they were scanning for marijuana plants or something bc i live in the middle of a small town called prospect, literally just woods, farms and 2 gas stations on an interstate we have a small post office as well but that is it. im not sure why else they would circle it has me worried now.

Orgonite will make them fly over as well... But it will protect you! So you should go start making it! With lots of silversand and selenite cut into small pieces! <3 

Targeted individual


Arrogance, Pride & Ego make every single soul an ignorant one! ♥

also some copper or some brass will help and even the very most basic tigers eye stone, very common to find, its the intention behind it, its like the car can be fancy or not, its the nut behind the wheel that makes the difference..

You may want to work on placing yourself n a geodesic dome set up of potential protection.

hope this help somehow

Interestingly your story made me remember something that happened in my eldest daughter's early childhood. I was a new mum and I had not been around any other babies. One night she started to cry and I know I had done everyhing, So my hubby said maybe she needs a cuddle. I picked her up and she was cold to touch. I held her until she became warm but she has had problems with this all her life. She can't feel when she is cold.

But I believe that in your case your energy was being drained by an entity but you fought back lading to a high fever, this proves you are an old soul because you survived.

When an entity comes up out of the ground-from a lower density- they need energy to materialise in this world. So they suck energy from high energy beings like us and that's when you experience a cold spot or event. Afterall temperature is just  transfer of energy.

On the otherhand a being that comes from a higher density needs to expel energy and that's why Thor is the God of lightming and why lightning is around when other gods appear in myths.

I didn't need to speak until 2yrs as I was telepathic and empathic too. Then I spoke in complete sentences too. And I learnt to read by 4yrs by reading my parents minds whilst they were reading.

People drain me. I have learnt to put up 6 forcefields around me just to be able to cope. I took them down once in a rock music concert and this old woman just stared at me. She could see ME. So I smiled at her.

I made my own City buster orgone generator. And I did it low tech. Get aluminium pie cases and cut into long 5 mm wide strips. Twist these clockwise. Put all these in a metal biscuit tin. Add copper, one penny coins. English coins are only copper pre 1940ish. You can use copper wire from old electrical goods too. Add quartz crystals or amethyst or smoky quartz. Or whatever you feel is right for your area. Mix and put in love. Every now and again send it love from the heart. I had all these on hand and put it together, as I had no money at the time but I didn't let that stop me.

Basically you are making an oak tree. As that is what trees do for us-keep our world orgone positive and ions negatively charged. Himalayan salt lamps will help with charging the ions too.

 

Keep safe.

 

(I'm not Angela Power Disney.)

Angela love your conclusions and the way that you do research to find answers many synchronicities with my life and with many of my friends, we use a range of alchemical materials in our home and charge them with heart/love energy to protect us. We also have to place a bubble of reflective energy around us when we are going to be with energy vampires that drain us. The veil is thinning between the physical and spiritual realm and spirit movement is becoming more and more visible. A two year old family member often sees her Great Grandmother around her and tells us , (her GG passed away in August and pops in all the time, particularly during family gatherings and outings .

Angela and Stellar awesome info!

very interesting information, makes more sense about what is going on here in South Africa, there is such a deep and low vibration here.

No wonder things are so rough at times and drawn out to overkill....

Will have to try to generate some lightning maybe the best to expel the lower vibrations in this country, its old shit from primitive states of consciousness, and this does not necessarily mean there is a higher awareness, and some who are trying very hard to stay above this negative cloud...

"many synchronicities with my life and with many of my friends, we use a range of alchemical materials in our home and charge them with heart/love energy to protect us. We also have to place a bubble of reflective energy around us when we are going to be with energy vampires that drain us. The veil is thinning between the physical and spiritual realm and spirit movement is becoming more and more visible."

"When an entity comes up out of the ground-from a lower density- they need energy to materialise in this world. So they suck energy from high energy beings like us and that's when you experience a cold spot or event. Afterall temperature is just  transfer of energy.

On the otherhand a being that comes from a higher density needs to expel energy and that's why Thor is the God of lightming and why lightning is around when other gods appear in myths."

Thanks Much for the info!

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