NJKRUEGER Everything is right with you..try not to believe all the research you come across, this forum is where you need to be with extraordinary like minded people who could give a more self experience and no bull shyte advice.
Nate, Eevie and Cosmic are extremely knowledgeable on many different levels, this is why this forum exists because we have all woke up and we share our journey feeling heard and safe here.
Welcome aboard my friend��