Thanks for sharing. Would you consider yourself still in the matrix? It almost sounds like you would not. Im still struggleing with this mindset opposed to the budhist view of non attachment i.e. a synthesis of these two.
No, I left the he and I left the matrix in October of 2015. I personally made it to where nobody can leave again until we assess the situation as well as we can. When we left I was dealing with major MIB activity and things like that. Then when I got out I found out removing the doors to the matrix was the best course of action. There are things out here that try to throw you back in. Needles to say I figured out a way to destroy them as they have little to no defense for compartmentalization of space time effects. (creating matrix energy around them). Even though I took away the doors, I am able to trigger a quantum event to throw things in. Pulling them out can be a chore though and most people can't actually survive a truly anti matrix version of earth. I made it to where even if I somehow lost immortality or anything like that, I can't get back in. It's just one of those things.