For some reason "they" (the deep state people that control people like us" dont let me self destruct. I beleive this is because they like to take my DNA and modify it to create more effective specimens with less defects. I was designed in the late 80s, I imagine genetic engineering has improved a lot since then. I have not experienced the bone hardening but I can relate to Ultras in that I have been hypnotized and abused.