um to be honest a lot of us have a drug of choice. so no one can judge. i can tell you that my birth father liked the bottle a crap ton. the interesting thing is his name was james and he was celtic. maybe even scotts-irish. you know hat i mean if you been around the community. as far as dreams ... i stayed on the site because dreams might be a different reality. they can do all kinds of things including whats called a 20 and back. so i wonder if dreams like yours are the mind trying to remember . even if its mostly symbols and archetypes of what really happened. one thing i didnt mention about cubes is they are possibly a container for goo. yeah like the black goo. there might be different colors of goo which is a possible symbiotic  life form. like i remember someone says green goo makes forests on planets. i forget what red does but its not very nice. it might be the one which turns organic life forms into more of machines and cyborgs. i just know it will be awesome if everyone on earth can use med beds and positive healing nano tech at will. yeah posting about dreams is not longer uncommon so please feel free to do so. im sure i will attempt to read them.