People expect me to tell them everything I've experienced paranormal or mental issue related. As if I owe them something. In daily life mainly. People think they know me. And this is why I do not talk to anyone. And why I play crazy.  People are often. Not worth a deep connection. I am capable of great amounts of selfless love. So I do not open up easily. Or quickly. And will test people. See if they can deal with minor weird. If you can't handle an anal joke.  Somehow I feel when demonic entities show up . They wont be there in the morning..  ya know? Real morherfuckers get my attention and my admiration. Fake bitches.. get a fake smile. And bullshit knock knock jokes that appall and astound. It's just my way. Make it their choice to leave me alone. So I dont have to be an asshole.  And it works. The real ones just stick around and join in.  They see the humor in it