wow we have very similar lives in some aspects. I have always accepted people talking to me in my head and assumed it to be telepathy. I"ve wondered as well. I have some strange eye probs, too. Kind of skittish about medical facilities and docs these days. They know.  

Around the world law enforcement has been told to back off from milabs, etc. Happened me again twice the other day. Cops run a check and then back waaaay off from me. So i'm wondering wtf is going on....major upgrades, very painful ones, new implants....et dna being triggered. It's like they are gettign the monsters ready to handle the et monsters. We are it. We are all that stands between them and humanity. For this reason i do not mind being milab. They fear us. And they should. 

So i dn't mind the implants so much now as long as they arent causing problems. We have been here before. Remember....we vowed to come here at this time and settle it once and for all. and they made milabs out of us.