You explained what i haven't found words for. Thank you.All that is happening and why. All the major changes just with ourselves alone is mind boggling, but then there is everything and everyone still to deal with. Yes, i want this over, too. ask them. lol probably call me a whiney ass, but hey. some days......some days nothing here to keep me. I'm more out of my body than in it. I prefer it. 

Only saw one doc while growing up no matter where we lived. It had to be that one. Even 2000 miles away. It makes sense now, but then.....it was nuts. 

Fruit bats!!! omfg ok. my milab buddy, i call her my sis, has talked about fruitbats in ops for several months now. We have tried to understand what it's about. It has to do with milab and some of their what i call shapeshifting serums. I don't know the official name, or names.I know that my friend has an alter that has worked on these serums. Very painful to get. 

hmmmm cybernetic fluid.....interesting. so that's the healing in the blood!! ha Thank you!! long story.