is that why it says lorien #1 on here?  shes a little too pat for me and it makes her sound fake. so i dont trust her either. no doctors to trust? thats pretty grimm  i wonder how they can detect it?  ive been told i had apophis in my eye and in any clearing ive done ive had fluid gush outta my eye. one of my eyes has always been smaller than the other one. ive had a pool ball thrown above the one eye, cat scratch it , and dobermans bite underneath it as a kid. ive had to get glasses last yr and get blurry . ive always felt like something was in my eye and have felt the sensation of being used as a camera and microphone when i saw a craft in the sky and couldnt determine if it was my voice that was sounding like it was under glass or a clone on a ship. for those of us who have clones, the only positive thing i can say about that, is maybe someday we can use them as backup, that is if were in our right mentality  original souls, and in control of our current bodies. lol. i know theyre in my thought processes as well. as a kid i was told by the illuminati that thier thoughts were my thoughts and my thoughts were their thoughts. so i could speak to them easily or people would just manifest id speak to all the time. im still not sure thought if this was just psychically being linked, nanotech, implant remote neural linking, or if they were literaly walking through my walls and checking in on me. .