Im sorry that you have such bad pain,in my case,I dont even know its there,until I put something metal near the nose bone.Staples usually stay on my face/nose bone, cause  (electro) magnetic force and I can feel that magnetic thing inside .Thats just one,Im sure Im full of them all over my body.They took me almost every night from earliest memories...I had really fuc.ed up and hard life and still fighting those bad emotions that can trigger,who knows what.I have many "powers"like some movie or cartoon character,but I have to be extreme cautious about my emotions,cause big power comes with big responsibility,you know.Im fighting possible PTSD as a war participant/victim (91-95) ,my town was 2nd most shelled town after Vukovar.I saw and experienced things that you cane imagine.Death was following me every day.Sniper bullet vent through my pillow(!),half a inch up and my head would explode or who knows what.That is not even 1% from 1%  that happened to me.I was beaten by drunk crazy ass father,almost every day,from my 2nd or 3rd year.My mother and sister went through that also,but they were not abducted on top of it all.Ther was bad magic stuff too,psycho-physical torture and god who know what else.I was thinking about writing a book,but I think that no one would believe me,it is so messed up.

Today is little better,but doctors gave me some pills,I dont know why,but thing is,if I dont drink them,every day,my heart will stop and thats it!Bye-bye!I almost died few times,trying to get rid of those hellish pills.Im searching way out from that hell.I am still positive and there is good out there,but pills,are not letting me to be free and happy.I hope someone will be able to help me,eventually.I have hope.

Thanx and bye,for now.