@OleOle thanks. um actually its images of umbrella logo or umbrellas that are awkward. rona bulletin net to an umbrella is an almost trigger. for me triggers are nonviolent memories. however, I would hate to be actually triggered. yet the only way I think that would happen is if I was assaulted. it would be scary and interesting to go from undertrained and not experienced to a one man unit.

anyway yes it does look like a malta cross. you know who else has those? well it just hit me that the knights of Malta have it and the n!zi Germans had the iron cross. yet another reference to the church and programs that have german roots thanks to things like project paperclip and german open mindedness. german citizens are still great people to this day though!

I'm mostly a researcher myself. if I was to do interviews I would encourage others to be open. its strange how I just remembered I was talking to a form of casbolt in a dream last knight. anyway, Mr nate was kind enough to give me an umbrella badge but there is a bunch of us in umbrella. most of us don't know it. I'm also one person you can talk to if you find yourself shooting at zombies in dreams. did anyone else play the umbrella theme song when the rona virus was just getting big? i did. i actually watched resident evil after i was active on the forum. please note that the resident evil movies might be kind of triggering for some. thanks for reading my extra thoughts on umbrella.