This is one of the reasons i have refused requests for interviews. I speak openly on forums as i do on here and when i sense other milabs reading my shit. The ones who have a following are teh ones who are compromised or dead and replaced or just dead. I do not allow followers. Don't want them anyway. I am here ot speak truth as i know it thru my experiences and i know it helps those who cant or wont speak up. As long as they know they are not alone in this shit and we are having the same or similar experiences they fare much better. It gives one strength and it is their personal proof/assurance that their experiences are real. Validation is everything in a world where truth is akin to where's waldo.