Being chewed up and spit out is the condition of most of us on this forum. We have the common factor. Military, govt, etc. It pains me to see anyone suffering, especially to this degree. I know you are fighting this with everything in you. Don't stop. We have them running nuts and we are not backing off now. Some of the shit we found in the labs......nightmares. I will help you if you want. I do some healing.