sorry to hear about him going home. yeah i thought something was up after he stopped replying in general. for me it hits harder then the loss of max spiers because max was before my time in the community. i had some interesting communication with john and in my dreams i would see john sometimes when a male teacher archetype showed up. i can tell john was a friend, father to many, and a teacher. Plus well meaning former super soldier and mk ultra survivor. maybe i will see you guys around. im sure i will come and go for a long time.