Eevie, don't worry. Everyone has different thoughts and emotions that pass through them. Some people hide it more, some are more expressive, I don't judge. Sometimes I can be overly judgemental and cynical, then the next moment feel ashamed... hmm, IDK how normal these self-conflicts are.. I think maybe this is more of a keen feature in abductees with different alters? Hmmm, yeah, come to think of it, I can be very different people sometimes, and the majority of people I think don't have as much self-conflict.