In my particular case, after my Grams got me out of the "adoption agency" (MKULTRA Infancy Research @ URMC Strong Hospital), there were the countless clinic and special doctor's visits for the various things that put me outside of the "norm" of "normal American kids".  To this very day, in spite of the alleged Hospital Privacy Act, you either had specific doctors and clinics that you had to report to regularly (military dependents ESPECIALLY so) that would track your progress, and make more changes (DNA, implants, etc.) over your formative years.  In this day & age (as opposed to my earlier experiences) just the fact that they are entering ALL of your vital statistics into their hospital computer, NOW makes every bit of that information available to "doctors-nobody-else-knows-about" (i.e. Black Projects).  I know a number of "ULTRA Medical Guinea Pigs" that are bound to various medical institutions for "ailments" THEY caused in their clandestine experiments and treatments.  "Occam's Razor" suggests that the simplest explanation is the correct one.  As you wrote, if THIS is your experience and the programs prevail especially here in clandestine Nazi Amerika, then the simplest explanation is that you're involved in some way into this aspect of "normal modern American life" where they tend to believe the human species would die out tomorrow if not for M.D.'s intervention (no matter how "mad").  In your case, to even better confirm your suspicions, no matter how valid they seem.  Copy down the names of doctors and institutions that you can recall, and then research them in conjunction with the MKULTRA programs held in hundreds of hospitals and clinics across the country.  Remember also, that just because the name of your most common institution does not currently reside on these lists, doesn't mean it doesn't have one.  It just means it hadn't been reported yet or identified for the lists you'll find.  But if you got a single hit on one of them, I'd pretty much guarantee you're involved in the program, as you can go to ANY doctor or clinic AFTER that and still have every bit of your progress available to them from the computer records anywhere in the country.