@Stormm thanks for your reply. Im currently not aware what kind of programing you had but im sorry about that since i bet it was horrific. Just saying because im aware of storys from other projects for lack of a better expression. Anyway now that i think of it my native area of north ohio should be a interest of mk ultra because of the known hospital systems. it also looks like there is one of the hospitals in question called metro health. which was a county backed hospital when i was a kid and still has child services. They always worked with county child services. There was a number of dr and a few mental evaluation visits i didnt understand when i was a kid. Especially at the hospital but i remember more of the suspected satellite office visits. i remember there was this one dr i went to just for shots. like several times and there was captain america comics there. To bad I dont know her name. Atleast i was being entertained before learning to hate shots. last but not least a nurse gave me a teddy bear. i think that was before adoption and it was at the hospital in question. i just found out that teddy bears are in mk ultra as well. So i dont know the motive but i had the thing in tow till i got settled down with the foster family. It could have just been a gift saying good job in the ssp for all i know. So yeah i will look up my records or something. I already emailed child services asking about records. I really want to include my pediatrician when looking up health documents. who i guess was a big shot at the cleveland clinic after i grew up. do you know any tips on how to research the hospitals and/or doctors that are on the known mk ultra list? Thanks.