Just seeing Max Spiers face on YouTube made a torrent of emotions and memories explode in me. The first time I encountered a video with him in it, I cried nonstop for a whole weekend. The things I was remembering didn’t make sense.

You asked about SRA… my book’s title is Matilda’s Battle Waltz. I am a Candy Girl.  I have duel memories for certain things… abuse and aliens… holes and dirt shoveled on my face.

Max died from the Black Goo. I survived the black goo. The school I was working at while I was writing my book, we all had that same mysterious illness. Kids fell one by one. Black mucus… I got it too. I don’t even know how I got home. I slept for days solid. I woke up. My face covered in black gooey shit, my snot was black. Everyone recovered but everyone fell very ill.

I don’t pretend to know how to make sense out of my Super Soldier memories anymore than I can make sense out of the ritual abuse… some things make sense. I was married to my ex-husband in a Masonic Temple… (straight up ghost stories) there are many paranormal things I have experienced. M’kay, I was sent classified documents on YouTube. One day, YouTube just had an inbox that delivered all sorts of documents to me… in PDF. Project Stargate was one of those CIA doc, and so was a remote viewing manual. I read them.