@CosmicDancer thanks for awesome reply. When i fought in dreams it seems to be for no good reason. as a kid i would fight phantoms and black wolves. Now it does just happen. Its like a multidimentional group such as umbrella has etheric inplants in me. When i fight with humanoids im just gone. Or i sense danger. I can run if my mind is with me. Actually in some dreams i have a watch to call friends with . with that story i dreamed that i was wealthy and now when the watch turns up its like iron man calling friends or tech to get him out of there.  One reason why i keep my profile is perhaps i can controll myself more if i remember. Morals and reasons for Physical martial arts are up for debate . however i know it has multiple benefits. Infact a style called tai chi is still around for health but thats it.