Yes a lot of channeling is AI sourced. I have found the only way to be sure of a direct connect to Source is by running water and thru the heart. The heart is said to love. There is a reason for that. The heart is a toroidal, a portal, a direct connect to Source. When we allow love thru this portal from Source the world changes. It isn't our love, but Source love, puns intended. This is how we love from our hearts, thru our hearts. Source loves all thru us. We are vessels. Many of us volunteered for this ride not knowing the truth of how bad things really are here. Our time was set back 3 years which is finally ending as we can see by all the chaos, threats of war, disease, poverty, etc are all the rage. Fuck this. I am beyond ready to go home yet i get the feel our part has only begun. 

the heart is the biggest stargate. and emotions carry us quicker into realms than any other bioelectric change in our being. mastering our emotional body is a huge step in our eveolutionary path. 

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Yes a lot of channeling is AI sourced. I have found the only way to be sure of a direct connect to Source is by running water and thru the heart. The heart is said to love. There is a reason for that. The heart is a toroidal, a portal, a direct connect to Source. When we allow love thru this portal from Source the world changes. It isn't our love, but Source love, puns intended. This is how we love from our hearts, thru our hearts. Source loves all thru us. We are vessels. Many of us volunteered for this ride not knowing the truth of how bad things really are here. Our time was set back 3 years which is finally ending as we can see by all the chaos, threats of war, disease, poverty, etc are all the rage. Fuck this. I am beyond ready to go home yet i get the feel our part has only begun.   

they use us for what they can as they need our dna. were the most unique species in this universe. and full of capabilities. we can always get direct downloads from the omniverse but with the right intent and tuned into the right frequency like a radio station. source is always on and that goodness is hard to mistake when tuned into . we are still only a fractal , a god in embryo and a filter though so were always in need of fine tuning and tweeking. lol. 

(12/31/2014 UPDATE: A "Once Prominent & Respected Researcher" in this field has gone "On Record" in Emails, Project Avalon Threads & Posts as well as their PA "News Letter" stating that "MILAB's" are “Dangerous” & “malfunctioning Weapons” (Lumping ALL MILAB's in with only the "Super Soldiers" category) & devastating a large number of MILAB's who were at a point of reaching out to some well known MILAB Councillors. This IS blatant discrimination veiled in the "Protection of a larger group" (Much like the metaphor of PTSD below). Forget & put aside what disagreements may have occurred between this person and myself... Many of These people have since withdrawn from the help group & are no longer open to seeking MILAB "Trauma" counselling. This has caused major damage to these people, to what was left of this "Researchers Credibility" & has caused many people to send me Emails stating they were leaving this persons "Forum" because of their "Recent Bizarre Behavior" (Which is a shame because it was one of the best on the Internet!). I hope people realize that lumping ALL MILAB's together like this is as Ignorant, Irresponsible & Dangerous as doing the same to ALL PTSD Types ("Complex PTSD" & "Combat Related PTSD") & "Other Trauma Related Anxiety Disorders". This too happens with people with these "Other Trauma Disorders" & out of ignorance they are treated as "THREATS" OR "DANGEROUS" when the majority of the types of PTSD and Trauma Related Disorders are of the types of the Physically & Sexually Abused (& NEVER ASSOCIATED w/VIOLENCE!). These "Acts of Ignorance" cause these people to be "Victimized" yet Again & Again! Being well educated in both of these area's I cannot think of a better metaphor than that of the plight of people with forms of PTSD who are Discriminated Against! People should educate themselves thoroughly before making such blanket comments from emotionally unbalanced states. I have a long Full Article that I am going to be posting on this issue in the next few days giving the full details of the comments & the full extent of the damage done. I had hoped some of these statements would have been "Walked Back" & the damage corrected. I have left quite a lot of details out in this update. I am giving one of the Moderators some time to get to the bottom of some of the extreme harassment my family & I have been receiving. All said & done there are no winners in this situation only a lot of hurt people.)

http://goodetxsg-secretspacepr...by-intelligence.html

holy shit......well, there it is in print. Other milabs and myself have noticed the last several months that local police are using a hands off policy with us. I have been pulled over many times for bullshit reasons and when they see who i am their mouths gape, they lose their color a bit and let me go. This is not good. Thank you for the heads up, Tx.

oh yeah, i was smoking a joint when i was pulled over. The smell was unmistakable. Saw who i was and let me go. ha 

Dangerous and malfunctioning weapons eh? Are abduction and mind control victims going to be the new terrorists people blame things on? I'd bet a lot of groups are scared of the knowledge and latent abilities some abductees have, from different alien and human abducting programs. I guess the disinfo meme is to round up the abductees as potential threats. I've heard of this before, that abductees might be called out as dangerous sleeper agents. Perhaps they just don't want experiencers who know the truth to be able to inform others? So if an abductee comes forward to tell people what they've seen, people could be programmed to suspect them. I guess this is a very complicated web. But I get a bad feeling about the Avalon leader and I'm also considering what Casbolt said about him, as I have good reason to presume Casbolt spoke the truth at first....

Anyways, I can't wait to read GoodEtxSG's book!

If you are referring to the guy who uses the forum handle Omniverse and has his own blog about ET and black ops manipulation and technology, I have to chime in here. He is a good soul. He is sincere and makes good music. Music uses your right brain, tunes you into deeper parts of your soul. So you are incorrect to use associative terms like "Left brained dumbasses."

holy shit! I do not remember posting this and i wouldn't say those things. If i can delete it i will. Alter....i am so very, very sorry. Not me. Not the first time this has happened. I've had to clean up a few places. damn

yes, you are spot on with us being feared. It has already happened with the police and their hands off attitude toward me and other milabs have reported the same. I had some oobs years ago that were about the military using psychics to hunt us down. They are in the choppers sometimes that shadow us. 

and i am repeating myself. shit. i'll shut up. things are pretty fucked up right now, me included. 

I am going thru some really freaky shit and i don't know who i am any more on top of it all. That seems to be changing too and i have to wonder is it alters taking over, or maybe symptoms of something good.i don't fucking know. 

I don't know him well, I just know he makes music, and as a musician, I can sense the vibe of his soul, which is good. And my interactions with him showed me he was respectful and friendly. Not argumentative. I am curious what GoodET means that he is a channel for AI. He seems to be hung up on black ops technology being behind everything, in a way... I tend to think it's all aliens LOL Scanning minds, implanting thoughts, abductions, pretending to be humans, etc..

We are more in control of ourselves than we sometimes think. Sometimes our subconscious wants to let us go wild with emotions, let it all hang out, you know, get into an argument, be anxious and excited, get angry, be dramatic, get scared, or happy, or sad, or obnoxious, just let out that repressed energy inside. We live in a repressed society. We all need healthy outlets to ground and calm our minds. Easier said than done, I can barely take my own advice half the time I was just today, reflecting on some tense circumstances with a co-worker, and I concluded that the guy was subconsciously creating conflict of his own freewill, where he didn't need to create conflict, though a part of him kept creating the conflict, a part of him wanted the tension... but sometimes you just gotta turn the brain off and relax, no shame in that.

I feel absolutely horrible for saying those things. No one has reason to believe me, but it's the truth. The real me doesn't do that. 

I am really so very sorry. 

Eevie, it is normal to have to process uncomfortable thoughts and emotions. Sane people feel crazy when they're out of balance, they notice it. It's the crazy people who think all the crazy thoughts, feelings, and experiences are normal LOL.

I'm curious about your abduction experiences though, I know some people don't like to talk about them. I don't remember much, just a few things here and there. Do you have clear conscious memories of an experience, maybe like a full abduction experience you could narrate?

So very true. Wonderful words of wisdom. That has been the hardest thing to do in my life, let go. I did twice and people died. so i shut everything down. I let go in a negative way, my thoughts and feelings and they died both times. I don't think i can release. I never shared this before. 

Eevie, don't worry. Everyone has different thoughts and emotions that pass through them. Some people hide it more, some are more expressive, I don't judge. Sometimes I can be overly judgemental and cynical, then the next moment feel ashamed... hmm, IDK how normal these self-conflicts are.. I think maybe this is more of a keen feature in abductees with different alters? Hmmm, yeah, come to think of it, I can be very different people sometimes, and the majority of people I think don't have as much self-conflict.

What? Why did people die, it couldn't have been your fault I'm sure you didn't mean it. Is this something you want to talk about?

Well,

I happened to have caught this "Omniverse" in several lies... They would say "I channel ET Technology and AI's on their Blog, I would quote it and they would call me a liar and say they do not do that... They argued and called me names and stalked me on the Forum and on Skype and Email... It was Beyond crazy... I They followed me through thread to thread trying to bait me into debates. When I copied and pasted their own words from their blog onto the Forum they got very pissed and then went and edited their Blog and then came back and attacked me. The Moderators had to tell them to back off or be banned... When I left Avalon he celebrated in open Forum like he had won the Olympics... then sent me emails saying AI's will always win over Human Intellect... "Say What???" Yea, very class act and Right Brain thinker...

On that note, and the whole not of Project Avalon in general. They have lost 5 Moderators in the last 5 days (One his Spouse who he lost because of his current psychological State of mind) due to Bill Ryan going through a paranoid witch hunt. He was asked by me and a couple other well known people to walk back his MILAB statements and he responded with his 18 page Project Avalon News Letter completely dedicated to MILAB's being Dangerous and Malfunctioning Weapons. He used Duncan O. and James/Eve with out their permission to support his position that all Milab's are all dangerous. They followed up with emails to members telling them not to talk to MILAB's saying "MILAB's Have Suicide Triggers and We are expecting Some Triggered MILAB Attacks against Project Avalon in the near future. Several of the former MOD's that recently left and 2 of the current MOD's have been emailing me the antic's of Bill just about daily since his "Mental Blow Up".

It has been very upsetting to see so many people taken down because of one person's Ego... One of the current MOD's has told me that BR is locked and loaded with a response to any "Attacks" that may come from me or my blog...

So because he had a problem with me, yes... he has Attacked all Milabs and Defaming them as Dangerous and Malfunctioning Weapons... He has pushed forward with those statements and even has a "Pet Milab" that he is using to push forward with his agenda.

The other MILAB and Ufology Researchers I have spoken to have referred to this as the "Curse of Camelot", which turned out to be the "Curse of Bill Ryan" all along...

I admit I am not happy w/things right now. I had 34 MILAB's that were seeking help and about to seek councilmen from James/Eve but now are all back sliding in their drinking, drugs and other problems... And contacting me at all times of the night. I am trying to help them and get them to the correct counsellors as I am not equipped to help them. It is not an easy task... It was moving along quite well before the Attacks from PA's Founder... Sorry if this seemed like a rant... but a lot of stress has been brought on because of this situation.

TY,

GoodETxSG

I used to remember my abductions, even lucid in them. When they finally caught on i began getting the drugs. 

I have been used by just about every faction out there since i was small. The first thing i remember is being trained for priestess for ritual sacrifice. They had me doing this since i was about 8 years old. This was for the mantid ets. I worked the hollywood set. I remember cher, the osmonds, nicole richey,and  host of others, including beautiful nords. Nords doesn't seem teh right word but the only one i can locate. I can't remember shit these days. 

I;ve been in battles on other planets, other realities, timelines, etc. Recon on dead planets. The planets these fucks were on before coming ot earth. i had to search for any sign of life and kill what was there. I like working alone anyway. I've been in my own cloned bodies made for battle. I would love to stay in one of those bodies!!  

The last few years it has been ritual sex rites and i hate them in ways that cannot be voiced. 

I have disney programming as well. My clones are all over the hollyweird business and partying wiht teh presidents etc. lol 

I have found myself transporting, accompanying huge numbers of clones from one spaceport to another.

I can physically manifest things and they put some kind of governor on that when i was very small. I could fill a tank full of gas by just thinking it and i did at times. Once was a dire emergency, traveling in a snow storm and no stations opened. I felt the adults fear so i fixed teh problem. I just didn't know about the gas gauge, i was 3. lol Found a place open adn the guy said, i can't put any gas in your car...it's full. lolol so funny 

The hangovers from the scopolamine the last so many years has ruined my life. Always at the worst time...wake up sick as hell and can't move until it passes. This is the longest i've gone without one tho. Maybe it's over, or wishful thinking.

I learned the last couple of years that all alters are not extreme. The ones they control us with are subtle alters.  

I gave them heart attacks. I didn't mean to. I was very upset with them. I've been able to do these kinds of things since i can remember.