this is a interesting video on working with the subconscious for your goals, desires, and success. take a look. however there is a affirmation app or something that the guy wants you to download. this is not a intentional plug. https://youtu.be/Z1SdDubmFII

So.... I guess I will post as a note to self and others. Last night was day one of falling asleep to affirmations about money. It was more of a meditation/hypnosis but it flowed like affirmations or subliminal. The result is bad dreams about money. I grew up middle class but I guess I have some kind of Block. I guess I will continue with experiment so things go better. As In removing the block and achieving a feeling state. Maybe even to the point of being delusional in the hear and now.