yeah it looks like alot of milabs, super soldiers, and mk ultra have alters and disassociate. so i been thinking of something in research. Feel free to correct me. i was thinking there might be a case where a person has basic disassociation but the sides never really develop. which might be my case . On top of that i guess the actual meaning of alter is altered consciousness. well i guess with me there is areas of my personality i can feel out but they never became independent. they all are...

i figure that my dream alters can get their own post. its also for my own personal records. 1. the scout. this on seems to roughly spy on places with his consciousness. has a history with portals. i have a hard time guessing any faction but he seems to be leaning to the positive side but neutral. 2. the protector. i simply blame kruger for this one. he seems to be on the good side but taking orders. he was told to protect the president once. i think he was also the one who protected max...

i guess i will comment anything additional to this post. including alters with history. last night i had a dream that i was a special ops soldier. this was not a short dream. he had a wife and he seemed pretty mentally and emotionally mature for some reason. he did specialize in automatic fire and had no problems with really short fire arms like a oozy. he was higher ranker and he got someone to stop harassing his wife because of his rank. in his reality i think the japanese where fighting...

while im at it i will talk about the first time i discovered that i can probably dream about a alters history. this is about the alter i call shadow guy well i actually dreamed that i was in a facility. this was sort of a large mansion like building. it had at least one wing that was like a mental ward/hospital and they also had dorms for kids. the dorms for the boys looked like old architecture like they might have at a ivy league school. this was clearly a mk ultra facility of some kind...