Yeah, my family kinda created MK Ultra and used it on family

When I sit and consider how I have been used and abused by my family, I'm just broken hearted. I never had a chance. I was used as a puppet in some ridiculous global conspiracy that just degraded me... raped me. No one shows up for me. Why? What black magic spells did my Great Grandfather cast that welcomed this loveless existence? I wouldn't know how to undo them anyway. I just pray. I pray every day that someone other than me gives that little blue eyed girl I used to be love. I can't even...

hmm... This is a super soldier forum. Where you involved in super soldier programs or satanic ritual abuse or something like that? How did you find the forum?

why do you think your family created MK Ultra? How are your family members Nazis?

that is some interesting lineage. Perhaps you could tell us what your family did in these super soldier projects?

How I started figuring things out about Operation Paperclip was I went to visit Grandpa’s grave and his name was wrong on the shared headstone with my grandmother. Her info was right, but his first name was wrong. The only name anyone ever called my Grandpa was Ted. I googled his name and found the Wiki. The Wiki is actually my Great grandfather. The more I dug, the more members of my family were dying. My cousin Josh was suicided off a bridge in my cousin John’s precinct (he’s chief of...

Theodore Gilbert Morell (Grandpa) Mike Morell (cousin) look them up

Fuck if I know. They won’t even tell me what they did to me. My family won’t talk to me anymore because I won’t stop asking. They love the lies.

Then there’s the generational sexual abuse in my family and the amount of people in my family in law enforcement. I never met Mike… I tried to, but I’m assuming since I started asking the internet about Grandpa before I found out I have a cousin Mike, he was obliged not to respond to me considering the powerful position Hitler’s Gynecologist’s grandson has in the US government (but the CIA isn’t actually a part of the government now is it).

Yup, pretty sure. Operation Paperclip… yup… I was sent to the United Nations World Summit on Sustainable Development in Johannesburg, South Africa 2002. I didn’t know about either of them at that point.

so this guy https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Michael_Morell is your cousin? https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Theodor_Morell and that scientist is your grandfather.

so your family abandoned you figuring out your heritage?

Just seeing Max Spiers face on YouTube made a torrent of emotions and memories explode in me. The first time I encountered a video with him in it, I cried nonstop for a whole weekend. The things I was remembering didn’t make sense. You asked about SRA… my book’s title is Matilda’s Battle Waltz. I am a Candy Girl. I have duel memories for certain things… abuse and aliens… holes and dirt shoveled on my face. Max died from the Black Goo. I survived the black goo. The school I was working at...

For some reason I can’t get the link to post. It’s free. I’m not selling it. The pdf can be read on issu. My publisher is Crisis Chronicles Press out of Cleveland. I know they posted the link for the free PDF in their blog.

can you send us a link to where we can read or buy your book?

hi. interesting convo. my native state is ohio. interesting when i see mk ultra connections coming from out of there. even if someone went to a school like ohio state and becomes linked with mk ultra in a way. for example. i went through the foster system there. i wonder if i was in physical programs but i am most likely milabed. atleast in the dreamland way. never heard of your writings growing up in my native timeline and dimensions. however seems like i can look up everything via web so...

Let’s just say there was a series of unfortunate events and generational abuses that set toxic behavior patterns that I was no longer able to tolerate because I went into emotional crisis connected to me helping expose all those priests in PA… read my book… I was dealing with very complex sexual abuse issues… I found out about Grandpa around the same time I had a very violent and painful Kundalini eruption. And recovered memories… lots of recovered memories. It was like I was an instant...

There’s a weird cognitive dissonance with my family. My family does nothing but yell and scream and threaten each other. I was more quiet. I did yoga. I mediated a lot. I read books and wrote volumes work. I disconnected from their behavior, because they are abusive people. They come from Nazis, what could I expect from them? We are talking like the densest family karma. If you don’t heal the shit inside which caused Genocides, how can you expect anything but toxic behavior? I can’t make...

I know there was a secret breeding program. The Nazis started it in Germany and they brought it with them to America in Paperclip. There were multiple breeding programs but the ones that I know about are the twin experiments. My family has many multiples (my family mostly doesn’t want to face the fact that we were experimented on) my experience is unique though, prolly cause we are a CIA family. Little known fact, if there is one agent in the family, the agency pretty much uses the entire...