For the last few weeks milab has had me extremely busy. So much so i had to take a break to escape the electro shock. Can't take any more right now. So i asked some alien friends to take me every nite and they have been so i'm resting up from the memory erasure. So sick of this shit. 

American officer in syria contacted me. Knows me and said he misses me? So milab has had me working in syria. I don't like the idea of harming innocents. This is against everything in me. fuckign alters.  i dont use my real name online...but he found me. This is ongoing with this guy. I did some background on him and he is ONI...something he never mentions. 

Curious as to how this is for other milab abductees, or any kind of abductees.