so this post comes from looking up a actor I grew up with for some reason. maybe to see his recent work or if he passed. yeah he has his own Wikipedia. then I was like .... doesn't matter because I'm dead. omg.

well I mentioned this topic but I don't think I made a full post. what happened was I had my suicide programming activate. to my mind I woke up with physical damage that healed. yet who woke up? the person I grew up as could have literally passed in that timeline. im not kidding you guys. so I don't think I can trust my memory before 2012. i wanna say the switch happened in the year 2014.

so whats going on? i could have a whole cover life! i could have been in those underground bases, had training, and been in the secret space program in this life. yeah if that is the case they wiped memory real good. its interesting to think my body is a clone from programs but i will let that thought go. so yeah i was just letting that sink in. perhaps my life is one big cover story in this dimension. well hopefully i can make a decent life out of whatever this existence is. i hope everyone is doing well. i kid of understand if you cannot trust years of your memory.