It is sad that the innocent suffer... I have rescued my nephews from having the same experience you have had... maybe more.. I cannot save my baby sister as she has already made her deal with the devil. My  issues were later in life. I can't imagine enduring what you had done to you at such a young age. Keep meditating and ground yourself. Keep your shields up. 

Mrs. M

Erol...i have the same thing....the alters and i get triggered by milab all the fucking time.....but little to mostly no memories any more and it's true for all ive spoken with.  Get this.....i was checking myself online.....just an intuited thing to do.....ALERT....4 severe warnings....proceed with caution......i can't wait to see what the severe warnings are. Makes me think a panicked cop might shoot. lol and then they die. I knew the cops know what i am...but i had no idea i had such a file. I'm never in trouble wiht the law.....keep as low a profile as possible. Only to inot town upon necessity.....basically a hermit as much as i can be.  

I found games and more games being developed with a variation of my name and using my fighting style....like a ballerina on steroids i was once told. lol i confronted the guy online who was making the games.....he disapppeared from teh site....never saw him again. 

i have not shared this...just ran across it end of last week. I have a grand daugter...just turned 5. beautiful little girl who was raped by her father hwen she was 4. I warned him....never harm her......i told him i would remove him from his body and lock him away in the astral to forget about and that is exactly what i did. I removed him from his body as he slept....my grand baby knew....i wanted her to know he could nt ever harm her again....he had disappeared with them....So i put him iin a black saturn cube nad in a vast black ocean of goo....hidden in teh astral....my grandbaby wanted him in the liquid...she said he is afraid of water...i was game and that is where he is. 

Back to my point....the lifelike dolls they are making for pedos.....my grand daughter was used as a model for one....do NOT put photos of chldrne online ffs! I told my daughter thsi over and fuckign over....that fucking doll makes me furious.....

How can anything be totally authentic or truly real if there is so much extreme duality in the mix. Basically, evil is a lie, put that in the formula, the equation = some evil 'gmo' lie in there. Unacceptable. Genuine is where it's at, as a elemental value(s), in the formula, that = Truth (Love), that is the Whole Truth. Not a half truth used as a device for evil manipulation. Absolution (Respect~Love) can't be waivered by time. Otherwise if those two absolute values are not the truth, we will all be stuck. We must be separate. Like it says in the Bible. There are basically two value systems, the Good scale and the evil scale. The 'morals' don't work complimentary with each scale co-existing together. There is a general Universal moral code of Common Sense (that would generally be the indication of the symetrical humanoid form, suggesting intelligence), humanistically humane with heart. Thats what Humanity (all Creation with Natures' Creation in the Macro Universe) is about here. Man has access and interaction with All. It started here, it ends here. Humanity, illustrated and recorded. Definitely our differences don't work well together at all! Empathy doesn't work with apathy, unless it's empathy for ourselves and/or apathy towards the apathetic. The apathetics' are typically empathetic to the other apathetic's. Unfortunately, it has come to this. Our Nature and physics are distorted because of the evil being exercised for billions of years. Aeons, it added up. It's utterly insane. I heard dark matter/energy, black stuff in our space is about 100% from 85%, three years ago. This has to be fixed now! The Macro Universe is literally about to collaspe! We can't be stuck in perpetual hell with these lunatics. They are so rabid they don't care or realize what they are doing. It's our blood and bodies holding them up too. They don't have legitimate bodies. They are using Humanity's bodies to beat up Humanity, us, ourselves. By default?? Who is supposedly handling this? God only helps those who help themselves. Why is it so messed up? I feel we have to help and assist, not One can do it all alone! Even though One can make all the difference! I hope God is okay. The Lover's vs. the hater's                     Brave Freedom!

The Hostile Minds profiteering off MUFONs..when we have Truth, Peace and mankind to repair...