Hello peeps. i dont really post personal things but i wanted to break down a case. well recently i dropped the car off at the shop and i walked home since i have that gift. i will say i have no problem walking a hour. This was more. I feel gift has to do a lot with my blood type. anyway i can look suspicious at times if im not careful. Maybe because of my height. Maybe because of my milab side and people can sense it. Maybe because im slightly autistic. well of course during my walk home the police pulled over. i could also feel they may do so before it happened. I said "whats up ? " but in an annoyed way. Nothing that odd so far. the guy said he was looking for a hispanic brother. My thought was just like really? They rarely reside in my area even though there are some. However This is where i would put disappointed emoji due to current politics and you can guess why. Anyway the cops always act like your lying. So the cop was like.. You sure you havnt seen them? Good acting if he was lying. thats all i will say. after i said there is no one that culture around here the convo goes to me of course. Hes like ...are you good? a.k.a. ok? To make matters worse i can hardly hear since one ear needs care. well acting annoyed can be a tactic if your american. freedom of speech unless you threaten police. i looked at this police car and thought of how im questioned for walking down the street in my city. To make things worse its night which can bring a different day dream like mental state. so i lost it. No insults but i was def yelling about my side of the fence. I went into my odd celtic accent as well. Which mixes up my english words. I cant  even speak a celtic language. i could feel my hyper focus kick in. A possible milab condition. this is pretty much tunnel vision, adrenaline, and intuition. im also silent with glaring snake eyes unless i have words that cut like a knife. the guy was just like "alright... ok stop ...OK !! im just looking for someone. " at least he had some control because when i go off it could be a possibility of someone wanting to fight me. after i got my mouth under control he drove off. then i wanted to chase the cop cruiser and found myself starting to sprint then i came to but still pumped.  i wound up going home that evening but trying to put this into perspective. In my souls journey its my goal to be chill at all times. Even be neutral.  yet i faced some fears. actually i wish i could fly at that time. Now that i think of it. in dreams i would fly away if cops bothered me. a way to fight fear in dreams by doing something. now my mind might change a bit since i faced some internal fears about this matrix life. Then there is my milab side. what if something was activated during hyper focus such as a super power or weapon implant? Something to get out of there would be cool. Like teleport. Especially since i was minding my own business. However what if i had something destructive like lightning? would beings get hurt including myself because i used the lightning against the units? Or even something like a mater at magnetism?  just thinking of how some super soldiers or mutants might have troubles with cops and how abilities might effect the situation. Also the situations that could fallow. Also i wonder if people in society are being messed with. For example being aggressive from our world being invaded by artificial intelligence. Plus people like milabs being possibly activated.  Anyway like i said everyone went home and just thinking how i could learn from it. Wonder if i will keep the getting annoyed tactic to explain myself but im getting to old for that.   If your secretly giggling at the situation then thats cool.  Alot of milabs may go off on cops to.  i would understand if the post gets removed but i remembered how super soldiers might have bravado so thought i would punch this in for learning. i guess thats all i will say thats within bounds of the forum. Thanks for reading. please note: its been two days and i dont remember what was said in what order to me. memory loss like not remembering the event exactly seems to be another hint pointing to hyper focus. in this case its difficulty remembering the words so im glad i dont have to repeat to a lawyer.