hello friends of the community. my subject is awkward for me but i thought i would record it before i forget. well i have mentioned that i shifted timelines naturally . which is confusing for people by itself. right now i seem to be mostly in the super soldier timeline. however i discovered years of lost time and false memories. well in a way. the major change in the story was when i committed suicide cuz i was pissed off at life. notice how i didnt say attempted. fyi the story is used to helped others now a days. anyway i think when i did myself in all i did was sleep like a coma and switched time lines. Crazy thing is it looks like im a type of entity that might have a pact with the matrix. which is another story but i honestly think im unable to commit suicide due to my condition either way. after waking up three days later i recovered shortly after. i got into the starseed timeline and then i went into the super soldier timeline. these timelines are sort of related. the problem: the problem with this is i can only remember since then. about 7 years. all the other memories can be false. even my childhood. yeah sounds trippy. so in a nut shell i switched timelines after i almost left earth. so im either only about 7 and in a adult body with a record to match or i dont know what my past is in this timeline. so yeah things could have happened to my current person in this timeline and not know it. for example been abducted as a milab, in the military, raised in a facility, ssp, programs, even umbrella security, etc. yes perhaps they can take you when your just sitting there. scary enough. however now i have discovered my missing time as far as my timeline. the interesting thing is when i talk to someone from my past like my parents they may drop hints like the past i remember is correct... but is it?  anyway i hope your hanging in there with these odd times. sorry if umbrella had to do with the virus and programming society. 

p.s. : 1)  i dont know why im mentioning but i have world war two replica custom dog tags for my rh neg blood type. i wonder if those have to do with my milab condition.