that is a lot to process, that narrative is all over the place.  I am not sure exactly what is going on with you.  Schizophrenia cant be cured, all you can do is take medication to stabilize yourself so the symptoms are gone.  Everyone I talk to about my past life says I walked the left hand path in my past life too.  for whatever reason I usually walk on the right hand path instead of the left hand path in my current incarnation.  Jean Grey had mental illness pretty badly, the people that took her DNA to make genetically engineered mutants need to figure out how to separate her powers from her schizophrenia.  The mental illness seems to come as a package deal with the abilities her DNA offers.  Thankfully I don't remember a lot about being abducted, they are nice enough to erase my memories pretty well.  I would keep taking your medication and try to make since out of your memories

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who is john titor?