In my particular case, after my Grams got me out of the "adoption agency" (MKULTRA Infancy Research @ URMC Strong Hospital), there were the countless clinic and special doctor's visits for the various things that put me outside of the "norm" of "normal American kids".  To this very day, in spite of the alleged Hospital Privacy Act, you either had specific doctors and clinics that you had to report to regularly (military dependents ESPECIALLY so) that would track your progress, and make more changes (DNA, implants, etc.) over your formative years.  In this day & age (as opposed to my earlier experiences) just the fact that they are entering ALL of your vital statistics into their hospital computer, NOW makes every bit of that information available to "doctors-nobody-else-knows-about" (i.e. Black Projects).  I know a number of "ULTRA Medical Guinea Pigs" that are bound to various medical institutions for "ailments" THEY caused in their clandestine experiments and treatments.  "Occam's Razor" suggests that the simplest explanation is the correct one.  As you wrote, if THIS is your experience and the programs prevail especially here in clandestine Nazi Amerika, then the simplest explanation is that you're involved in some way into this aspect of "normal modern American life" where they tend to believe the human species would die out tomorrow if not for M.D.'s intervention (no matter how "mad").  In your case, to even better confirm your suspicions, no matter how valid they seem.  Copy down the names of doctors and institutions that you can recall, and then research them in conjunction with the MKULTRA programs held in hundreds of hospitals and clinics across the country.  Remember also, that just because the name of your most common institution does not currently reside on these lists, doesn't mean it doesn't have one.  It just means it hadn't been reported yet or identified for the lists you'll find.  But if you got a single hit on one of them, I'd pretty much guarantee you're involved in the program, as you can go to ANY doctor or clinic AFTER that and still have every bit of your progress available to them from the computer records anywhere in the country.

I have been treated in unique ways too by unique drs nurses and other personnel.  I went to a special hospital floor at least once, that  seems to treat people that have government clearances and/or special abilities.  it was not a normal hospital floor.  It appeared to also have men in black black suits in it too, which i suppose you could call "men in black."  They knew exactly who I was and they knew about the aliens and the department of naval intelligence as some of the people there were retired department of naval intelligence people.  When I went there memories of being there before started to come back, but they are not crystal clear and I believe it was 2 times a long time ago, once around 13 and another time around the age of 7.  Some of the people I met there I had met before outside of the hospital and some of them remembered me and I didn't remember them back.  I was visited by a african american man named Peter Parker who is a mutual acquaintance of @Stormm

I Knew he was familar but it was hard to remember exactly when I had met him.  It was my understanding that the character "spiderman" was based off of him even though he is black person.  The comics are not historical documents but they are loosely based off of real people is what I relearned which i had forgotten or had erased from my mind.  If I remember correctly I also met Storm there, she was working as the staff though, she was not a patient.  She had white streaks in her black hair, and she admitted to me that she looks nothing like hally berry, the actor who played her in the movies.  I remembered talking to her over the phone as a kid, but I didnt remember meeting her in person clearly for some reason, but she knew exactly who I was.  I met a retired department of naval intelligence engineer who I remembered meeting on a beach in Antigua when I was young.  His son had cancer and he wanted me to heal it, but I am not able to heal it.  The reason he thought I could heal his sons cancer is because I share DNA with some one who I have heard was capable of healing cancer.  His name was Damien Choppa or somthing, I dont know how to spell the last name, he was identicle to me and he lived in the 80s i dont know exactly when he died.  @James Rink's friend peter the insider says that an entity killed Damien and that the ACIO doesn't know what kind of alien or whatever did it.  People that knew Damien see me and think I am him because we are identical.  Peter the Insider told me that Damien was able to trade powers with people.  I talked to a physic girl who told me that Damien cured her cancer.  Anyway that was a tangent.  The point is I have been to special hospitals to I suppose.

@Nate YPX Grey thanks and things like your hospital room rants are always interesting. Interesting that peter parker is his real name when i expect it could be anything in some cases. Speaking of peter the insider.... If he contacts people like awakened milab i will be expecting him or his associate. Atleast i wont be jumpy if i hear his name. 

@Stormm thanks for your reply. Im currently not aware what kind of programing you had but im sorry about that since i bet it was horrific. Just saying because im aware of storys from other projects for lack of a better expression. Anyway now that i think of it my native area of north ohio should be a interest of mk ultra because of the known hospital systems. it also looks like there is one of the hospitals in question called metro health. which was a county backed hospital when i was a kid and still has child services. They always worked with county child services. There was a number of dr and a few mental evaluation visits i didnt understand when i was a kid. Especially at the hospital but i remember more of the suspected satellite office visits. i remember there was this one dr i went to just for shots. like several times and there was captain america comics there. To bad I dont know her name. Atleast i was being entertained before learning to hate shots. last but not least a nurse gave me a teddy bear. i think that was before adoption and it was at the hospital in question. i just found out that teddy bears are in mk ultra as well. So i dont know the motive but i had the thing in tow till i got settled down with the foster family. It could have just been a gift saying good job in the ssp for all i know. So yeah i will look up my records or something. I already emailed child services asking about records. I really want to include my pediatrician when looking up health documents. who i guess was a big shot at the cleveland clinic after i grew up. do you know any tips on how to research the hospitals and/or doctors that are on the known mk ultra list? Thanks. 

comments for everyone: 1) since i was given a teddy bear when i was with the state i found a article talking about mk ultra tactics. I cant post the link because it may be triggering. so i will copy and past key things. "Young mind control victims are often given Teddy Bears by their handlers to make them develop an emotional attachment to them. This attachment is then exploited by the handlers to create emotional trauma." "The symbol of a teared up teddy bear sometimes utilized by mass media in works containing hidden references to mind control. This scene is from a music video from pop singer Jessie J’s (see full article here), which contains several references to Monarch programming." 2) i had a series of wrong phone calls once. Asking for the same person. one person was from child services. my old home. If the name joshua carol is used in code then let me know. 3) my brother got in trouble so was posted on a site because he has the same name as a famous time traveler. excuse me?! you got the wrong super soldier. im the time traveler if i did a 20 and back. 

@Eclipse posted:

@Stormm thanks for your reply. Im currently not aware what kind of programing you had but im sorry about that since i bet it was horrific. Just saying because im aware of storys from other projects for lack of a better expression. Anyway now that i think of it my native area of north ohio should be a interest of mk ultra because of the known hospital systems. it also looks like there is one of the hospitals in question called metro health. which was a county backed hospital when i was a kid and still has child services. They always worked with county child services. There was a number of dr and a few mental evaluation visits i didnt understand when i was a kid. Especially at the hospital but i remember more of the suspected satellite office visits. i remember there was this one dr i went to just for shots. like several times and there was captain america comics there. To bad I dont know her name. Atleast i was being entertained before learning to hate shots. last but not least a nurse gave me a teddy bear. i think that was before adoption and it was at the hospital in question. i just found out that teddy bears are in mk ultra as well. So i dont know the motive but i had the thing in tow till i got settled down with the foster family. It could have just been a gift saying good job in the ssp for all i know. So yeah i will look up my records or something. I already emailed child services asking about records. I really want to include my pediatrician when looking up health documents. who i guess was a big shot at the cleveland clinic after i grew up. do you know any tips on how to research the hospitals and/or doctors that are on the known mk ultra list? Thanks. 

I knew Peter, as we started out in the same company & battalion in the Navy back in 1970.  He's about my age (late 60's).  I was born in St. Ann's Hospital in Cleveland, OH, Friday, July 31st, 1953, 7:55am,.. put up for adoption and whisked away into MKULTRA by the next day, among the first dozens of infants inducted at that time.  I don't believe that practice ever ended.  You can start your search even with Google, or whatever search engine you prefer.  These days, they've released tens of THOUSANDS of pages of info on this program.  Most is redacted, but much is known now that was impossible to believe years ago.  I literally had to "reboot" from the dead after a ten day coma to make believers of the staff at Mountain View Hospital here in Nevada.  Three things cannot long be hidden:  The Sun.  The Moon, and the TRUTH.   

greetings. Im sorry but i have to log a couple of things i found out from memory. Log 1) not sure if mk ultra is gutsy enough to set fire to a whole family home.  Anyway after the mysterious fire my brother and i went to a family. he raced me to blocks they gave us. then we where separated after day one because i bit my brother on the wrist over the situation. Sorry to say he has the scars till this day. So he actually cant account for me after that day. when i went to the second home i could not walk because of a shot. This was like a week later. Thats odd because wouldn't a vaccine be given before the first family ? well i was running in this case! So what program gives you shots in the leg before they put you back? Log 2) one time i went to the dr with my foster mom. They did something odd and uncomfortable like poke around in my nose or something. Thats like checking on implants or something. Im a good patient and faced shots like a champ but this time i fought staff. Without really hurting anyone. I dont know why. Eventually 4 adults had to come in and hold me down by grabbing a limb each. When i was like under 8. How did they grab that many people when it wasn't a big hospital?  It was about 5 or 6 total during the visit and 3 tries.  Why do i remember this out of all my early dr visits? i did have regular nose bleeds as a kid. So yes @Nate YPX Grey maybe i do have a reason to suspect implants. Sorry friends but im gonna summon @eevie and @Holly Baglio for their reading curiosity. 

From the time that Harry S Truman turned the OSS into the CIA, they have run MKULTRA.  And ask my friend, John Trudell, if ANY of the Feds are gutsy enough to burn your home and family to the ground.  They did it to him for certain.  There really is no low down thing that they won't stoop to.  No lie they will not tell.  No murder they will not commit.  No ethic they will not violate. Nothing is sacred to them at all.  They use us and throw us away (if you're "lucky") otherwise they relegate you to an institutional hell for prodding and "funsies".  

@Stormm thanks for the awesome replies! Im getting to know why the community seems to welcome you. As far as the forum i was late to the party. So mk ultra was in cleveland? Well thats a big confirmation even though not the same hospital and my video clip was the child services in cleveland. It was cleveland city limits where the house fire happened to. Odd. well tell me if you where given a teddy as a gift. Sorry if they used it against you though. Mine was a old retro teddy with a yellow hat and a red letter B. I dont know if i can research old nurses but the gift giver might have been with ultra. Well i can most likely request records from metro health

@Stormm yes i saw the its creepy pic. yes its creepy for me to think i was messed with in stealthy ways. On a side note i wish i had my own meme! 😊 interesting pics 

@Stormm @Eclipse

I just moved this post to public, it was in youtube section.

Ok @Nate YPX Grey it was in youtube section because i did start the post it with a video. however it turned into a small discussion 🤷

your right it is a youtube video, sorry my mistake

@Nate YPX Grey no problem nate. however im about to have a comment about a paper trail i found. That leads to mkultra. I will be tempted to post links for evidence but you might have to remove one or do computer magic since there is dr office info on it. 

For everyone: I FOUND A MKULTRA PAPER TRAIL. in 2 parts. Part 1) MEDICAL MEMORY i remembered i was sent to get my tonsils taken out. In the 3rd grad or so.  It was odd looking back. It seemed late for the physical ssp service but maybe its milab/ultra dropping in. To keep tabs. i will tell you why in a nut shell 1. When i was waiting a nurse came around and asked me what i was getting. she didnt ask about tonsils at first. She assumed it was something else. She could have just been running her mouth. Hmm 2. when i was in there they where afraid the flavor of the gas i chose wasnt enough. Well whats wrong with strawberry? Maybe they wanted me out cold! Good luck with that 3. the nurse took my stuffed animal and waved with its paw as she took it to the room. It was a alf i owned. Of course i brought a alien with me. :/ However was that a mk ultra tactic?  4. They knocked me out long enough to do implants. But i dont know 5. in recovery they taught me about the blood color in the hospital room. when elites love body fluid. Who cares if its new or old blood!? Morons. do kids even bleed in tonsil recovery? 6. Before i left they threw me in a wheel chair when i could walk. I thought that was odd. 

Part 2) THE PAPER TRAIL. well the hospital in question here was lakewood hospital. From the tonsil removal episode. I couldnt find much... But Then i discovered there was mind control going on via the local paper. Google also had a link to a neuro surgeon. i looked into him even though im not sure he messed with me. this surgeon went to the ohio state university which is actually listed as a mkultra site. then i thought i might have a hit! well i looked up google images and you wont believe what i saw. A guy with a german hat and antlers. Hope i dont have to explain that. May not be him but i think It was from his old social media.  he is also from the same area as the photographer studio. I will follow up with  Links for proof. I hope the articles dont trigger anyone because I have yet to read the articles. I dont advise terminating this person wether or not its behind my back but most of you have a bunch of controll after all this time. @Stormm you said if i could find something that chances are good im in a black program. is this the kind of thing your talking about? Any thoughts on this? sorry to keep mentioning everyone but  @Nate YPX Grey @eevie @Holly Baglio you may find this comment interesting reading. Since i could connect the dots. 

http://lakewoodobserver.com/fo...iewtopic.php?t=13330

https://www.topnpi.com/oh11745...dr-samuel-borsellino

 https://osupublicationarchives...d=LTN19770921-01.2.2

@Eclipse posted:

@Stormm thanks for the awesome replies! Im getting to know why the community seems to welcome you. As far as the forum i was late to the party. So mk ultra was in cleveland? Well thats a big confirmation even though not the same hospital and my video clip was the child services in cleveland. It was cleveland city limits where the house fire happened to. Odd. well tell me if you where given a teddy as a gift. Sorry if they used it against you though. Mine was a old retro teddy with a yellow hat and a red letter B. I dont know if i can research old nurses but the gift giver might have been with ultra. Well i can most likely request records from metro health

MKULTRA *is* everywhere the CIA & NSA have influence in America AND the world.  Canada has a program, as does England, Sweden, Russia and China.  By 1960, they had control over 150 hospitals and clinics (military AND civilian) and sub-offices in numerous colleges (University of Rochester Medical Campus, and R.I.T., in Rochester, NY were offices I was directly affiliated with).  I was taken from St. Ann's to some Jesuit agency and directly to the Infancy Research Center in the U. of R., (back then @ Bldg.400).  My first handlers were Nazi doctors, directly from Project Paperclip, and starched nuns with barbed wire corsets.  By the time my Grams got me back (at 18 months old), I spoke English sentences and some German with a Bavarian accent (from listening to my doctors).  I referred to myself always as an "it", because that is how they always talked around me (i.e.- It's not responding to the treatment.  It has a fever. Etc.) and I had a floppy-eared beige bunny rabbit for a "teddy bear".  I always got the serious creeps from all the "rabbit" images in "Donnie Darko" for this reason.  I understood it was somehow a part of the programming, and that was never a "good thing" for any of us.  I had broken with the majority of my programming by using many of their same techniques, but to MY benefit and their frustration.  But I also have to stress here:  MKULTRA was used for a great deal more than mere drug testings.  But even those had horrific results on unsuspecting Americans all over the country BECAUSE of them.      https://www.nytimes.com/1977/0...al-turner-tells.html

@Stormm glad you broke free. at least you have the knowledge to reverse it. Anything done with me is done by stealth but i will cope. so it looks like some chosen or targeted individuals stepping into a facility with mk ultra employees will be notice so they are most like apart of the operation. yeah i bet rabbit images are extra creepy. did anyone ever call you the lecht waffen or real weapon or just called you it? i remembered that german word somehow and im attracted to the skull and cross bones. As a symbol. When i know germans used it. Yeah if i remembered real nazi scientists or guys from world war two i would dislike them with a passion to be honest. Since i suspect being transported to a black facility i definitely dont doubt it if you where taken from the place of origin and placed with mad science jesuits. People are so uncool sometimes. 

Ultra Krieger and uber-mensch are terms they used most back then.  I look far more like the Nazi version of a supersoldier:  Tall, blond, high IQ and athletic.  Even as much as I've come to hate Nazis.  

@Stormm oh i see. they oddly liked certain looks. i personally am heavy on the celtic side. They would want to know what nordic line i have even though im like 5 percent. i suspect im descendent of irish royalty and wouldnt be surprised if ultra messed with my moms side. Anyway doesnt matter who someone is because discrimination is uncool. interesting how the pic says always learning. Learning is my main hobby. im glad we where not retired to a dirt nap or the fate worse then death. Im sure they tried with some forum members. wanna hear something odd?  I was at the cafe and some girl came in with a ohio state shirt. Right after my reply about the hospital. yes she even took my spot as i left. its more synchronicity then gang stalking even though im sure one can be government right out of school.