@James Rink. Hello mr rink. Im the one who started the post so just wanna say sorry for any disturbence. if you would like to tell the community of any dreams you had then you can do so on this post. As you can see it was the original topic before we started talking. Im sure alot of members would like to hear any interesting dreams/astral cases you had. If not then i wish you well. - eclipse
@eevie hey whats your prepsective on the agenda of various et races coming to earth some peole like steven greer said et are all good and others say there are good and bad et races coming here and a great wars are happening in this universe corey goode has talked alot about this and others also what percentage of this universe is good light based vs the darkside here of negative alien civilzations.
Chris
If all aliens were good our world wouldn't be a shit hole prison. Greers ex sister in law is a very good friend of mine. He is a liar and working for the malevolent aliens that took over our world thousands of years ago. Most ppl who have a following are compromised. Why I've not done interviews in the past. I've watched too many be replaced or altered.
The benevolent heart based aliens follow the Goddess. I've not enough of my memories yet to remember when and how the evil began. The histories we have on this are much more ancient than most are willing to believe.
Common sense tells us all beings are not good. Look around you. You see the influence of evil aliens everywhere. Their hybrids outnumber us. Pedophiles are growing in numbers. Number 1 universal law.......do not harm an innocent. Not bad? Not evil? Greer is full of shit. He is part of the evil.
Pissing contest? ☻☻☻
AND you don't remember me. Kinda like that clone of my dad. He didn't know me either.....but why would he.
@eevie do you know also know anything about the ssp programs the et races formed from given humans space travel and establishing colonies and bases off planet and i heard humans are being used for slave tradeing up there and et races useing human dna for various purposes.
@eevie i dont know who your diety is but one can simply blame the nutral matrix programer. The programer force is big enough to be blamed. It helped me move on alot. I much prefer offering a thought then poking fun about what species did what unspeakable things. And yes im not evil because i speak something that sounds like rep naga 😇 to bad i cant translate into english yet or have no written side of it.
eevie posted:Chris
If all aliens were good our world wouldn't be a shit hole prison. Greers ex sister in law is a very good friend of mine. He is a liar and working for the malevolent aliens that took over our world thousands of years ago. Most ppl who have a following are compromised. Why I've not done interviews in the past. I've watched too many be replaced or altered.
The benevolent heart based aliens follow the Goddess. I've not enough of my memories yet to remember when and how the evil began. The histories we have on this are much more ancient than most are willing to believe.
Common sense tells us all beings are not good. Look around you. You see the influence of evil aliens everywhere. Their hybrids outnumber us. Pedophiles are growing in numbers. Number 1 universal law.......do not harm an innocent. Not bad? Not evil? Greer is full of shit. He is part of the evil.
Finally someone that knows what that old two faced bastard (Greer) actually is!Who knows how much damage he has done,with hes see through agenda...I contacted him,some time ago and I had no inhibitions in my text!Im just "happy" that someone else thinks the same.It will be revealed,soon,who is who and what is what.
Thats all,for now.
Greetings...
eevie posted:Nate,
That is fantastic!! I'm glad I shared that. 😁
They take the memories of those they fear. They know who we are and the trouble we gave them in our previous last lives. The memories are still within you and you can access them. It takes a lot of work at first, but eventually they will come up on their own once we have begun to work at accessing them. Don't give up!
Remember years ago I told you they hid your memories from you because you are so powerful. It's true. They fear you remembering.
Hello,
I just wanna say that you are correct...How do I know that?Well,It was in the last days of 2009.It happened in front of my eyes...Wall that is facing me in my flat,started to shimmer and there they were!1 tall grey and one smaler sitting behind the desk.They started to paralyze me and they thought that I will go with them,like many times before,that I have almost no memory that this is happening to me,
Then it started,they started to drag me by my hand(my body was paralyzed...).It was like I had to pull a large truck!It was that strong...
Then I started to use whatever I could and I "saw" that 1 part of my bray was not affected so strong.They thought that there will not be any resistance from me... Ha ha!They underestimated me!Big mistake!They were pulling me towards their ship,or whatever that "other"place was.I said to myself,give it all you got! Cmon! Lets show them what a human being is capable of!I started to yell,but without any sound(in my mind).That is the first thing you should do,cause I learned while I was training to be a fighter,kick boxer,Deep-Te-Kyon.Yes I trained a lot before and I was good,very good...Twice vice champion of my country,)Croatia ) and once,champion,the best of the best in my town.I had to fight face to face,with every single fighter in my own town,to become champion...This means a lot to me.I knew that I have extreme strenght,when needed.So,what a heck,I kicked them all!So,this is what I was reffering to.So long storry short,I pulled my hand so strong that I was ready too loose the arm,just to defy them,It hurt like hell,but pain is just that,a pain and I was beyond all that,I was a "monster"how strong I was.I was even thinking about letting them to take me on board and then...You can imagine what would I do to them.Now,as Im writing this,I remembered ,that maybe they "saw"what will happen to them (and their paralyzing!).So.after they "saw"what will happen to them,they left much faster than ever before! So it looks like my tactics actually worked! But,this is not easy to do,dont be fooled. This was only,one of many confirmations that I am/was a supersoldier?!I have many,many other stories to tell,but for now,its fine just like it is.
Greetings,good people!
hello readers. i feel like i should update with one more dream. i have trouble with my parents. they are not only attached top my hip but they are a thorn in my side. they are my foster parents. i wont be surprised if im involved with the physical project surrogate. side note: even though i wasnt brought up by a politician my father was a dentist when a friend pointed out a milab could have bad teeth. also my birth family line has alot of politicians if they are known. anyway the dreams where two separate ones. in each a magician stepped forward to be a parent and guide since my foster parents are beginning to go their own way. i suffer from abandonment as a kid. the magicians where not from marvel but they are from supposed fictional stories. one dream was with melificent as a parent. more like the one from the original sleeping beauty. the other was was lord Voldemort from harry potter and he def brought the fatherly energy. melificent was close to speaking but did not. interesting both are magicians and are seen as the bad guy. i was always interested in anti heros anyway. thanks for reading. please excuse my new site signature.
My major repetitive dream is being debriefed in "the chair" at Bldg.400, in Rochester, NY. The scenes on the screen in front of me are horrific. The sound coming from the speakers vibrates all the way into my bones. And I roar and try to break free of the chair and I GROW! I have to have grown up to 100 feet high and I am calling to people all over the city around me to see what I do next. When the TV cameras arive to film me as a giant, I reach down and rip off the roof to Bldg. 400, and allow all the TV cameras to video everything I can show them about the installation there. America is reeling in horror from the news. Then I am striding across the country to Langley, VA, to do the same to the CIA HQ there. It makes sense to me. There's not a day in my life when I am NOT trying to rip the cover of secrecy off of these bastards.
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@Stormm thanks for sharing. interesting that your a friend from mk ultra. I heard of a trip chair. you said a chair is in new york? Curious if it has a physical location. im curious if the trip chair has something to do with weapon x or sone kind of branch of it. Infact comic bios trace wolverine and x23 to new york as a long time residing state. interesting how waves and sound are a weapon in this case. Im sure it was uncool to expirience. Atleast your reaction shows a wistle blower spirit. Super soldier and milab friends need more beings in that role.
@Eclipse a soldier named "felton" who later changed his name said he looked me up in a top secret computer lab of some kind claimed it said i was part of "Mutant X" and that he remembered it said something about a weapon in my wrist. I have been told I was a part of a lot of things "Mutant X" is one of them according to that source. I have been refereed to as "Weapon YPX" but I do not know why they have called me that. I have wondered what it means a lot
@Nate YPX Grey interesting. so you have a bone that pops out? Also the bone is a expiriment instead of natural? Actually if your birth had lab involvment the bone can actually be natural for you. Its interesting though. perhaps your lab expiriences including birth was weapon x? your cool either way. i replyed because i wanted to ask if you know of astral weapon x programs?
yeah it pops out of my left wrist. I cant make it come out at will though which is frustrating. I think i was hypnotized into forgetting how to use it, but I do not know for certain why it has not come out in a long time. It does not have any metal around it in case you where wondering, and I dont have heal factor so when it comes back in it leaves and open cut
@Nate YPX Grey im sure its a bit frustrating at times. its kind of frustraiting that i kand do any intuition or asteal/inbetween at will. its curious if someone could be mutant x in asteal but not in physical. Im not any kind of mutant friend in the usual way people think of them. Such as being able to do unusual stuff. I just know i passed a game of bloody knuckles as a kid kind if easily but that might be a milab thing because my hands where never conditioned.
@Nate YPX Grey i was thinking on weapon x. Perhaps your designation ypx points to certain things. Like the y and x could point to dna. Such as your parent genetics. Then the p could mean something in english like the word perception. then again you could have been reaserch labeled with the letter p. i honestly just learned of weapon h. He is supposedly a hulk and wolverine hybrid . not sure if writers are just having fun with that one . i ran across a video where someone said weapon x was ran by mr sinister as a working scientist at some time. He was interested in genetic research as well as wondering how the kids of scott summers and jean grey would turn out. i personally dont even know if a person with concussive energy blast even exsist. I know nothing but im just trying to assist your memory and possibly a memory of a reader. perhaps use your inner knowing with finding out what happened. also maybe someone called you ypx when you where young and the mind remembers odd things. Not saying its your case but it would be interesting to have metal bones and not know it. however wouldnt one step on the scale and see like 500 pounds unless the metal is super light? Just giving thoughts for the community.
Nate YPX Grey posted:yeah it pops out of my left wrist. I cant make it come out at will though which is frustrating. I think i was hypnotized into forgetting how to use it, but I do not know for certain why it has not come out in a long time. It does not have any metal around it in case you where wondering, and I dont have heal factor so when it comes back in it leaves and open cut
Nate YPX Grey posted:yeah it pops out of my left wrist. I cant make it come out at will though which is frustrating. I think i was hypnotized into forgetting how to use it, but I do not know for certain why it has not come out in a long time. It does not have any metal around it in case you where wondering, and I dont have heal factor so when it comes back in it leaves and open cut
Yes,I remember that too!Only I could do something similar with my right wrist.Wow,how long I dident think about that...In my case,it isent a bone,it is a knife.I dont know what material that is,but it is a knife that is there if I need that.Once,when I was younger,in my mid 20-is,I actually show that to my girlfriend at the time.I thought that no one accept me can see that,but she saw it,I saw her reaction.I was smiling like a child,happy that this is real!I think that Emery Smith talked about something similar,I cant remember exactly...But yes,this knife is real for me.Like it is inside of my body and when I make a fist it comes out like hidden knife and it is hidden knife.Real knife.Now memories are boiling...So I will describe one experiment of mine.I could do all kind of crazy stuff some 10-15 years ago and one time,my whole left arm(!) disintegrated and billion small particles,like nanites(?),silver,pill shaped objects just like that fell off!It looked quite spectacular but soon I saw that my whole left arm was missing!))Haha!Imagine that feeling!It was kinda fun,but I had to do something,you know,to get my arm back!I felt nothing,no pain or anything else,just pure nothingness.Few moments later,cause of fear,(I think) it was like nothing happened,arm was back. Why is this so important to me?It looks to me that something like physical A.I.being,impersonating human being(me) is maybe real me?!So,Im asking myself; Am I an A.I.?!Freakin hell!What if that is me?Shit,it could be,right?
Can someone answer me,how can I know if Im an freakin A.I.?This is bothering me for so long and this is my first time that Im writing about that...Is this maybe similar to Galactics Cylones is it? How can I know what am I?
If someone knows,please tell me so I can make few more tests if there are any.I dont care if I am an A.I. imposter,cause it is what it is!I cant help that...Thank you.
Eclipse posted:@Nate YPX Grey i was thinking on weapon x. Perhaps your designation ypx points to certain things. Like the y and x could point to dna. Such as your parent genetics. Then the p could mean something in english like the word perception. then again you could have been reaserch labeled with the letter p. i honestly just learned of weapon h. He is supposedly a hulk and wolverine hybrid . not sure if writers are just having fun with that one . i ran across a video where someone said weapon x was ran by mr sinister as a working scientist at some time. He was interested in genetic research as well as wondering how the kids of scott summers and jean grey would turn out. i personally dont even know if a person with concussive energy blast even exsist. I know nothing but im just trying to assist your memory and possibly a memory of a reader. perhaps use your inner knowing with finding out what happened. also maybe someone called you ypx when you where young and the mind remembers odd things. Not saying its your case but it would be interesting to have metal bones and not know it. however wouldnt one step on the scale and see like 500 pounds unless the metal is super light? Just giving thoughts for the community.
Hey,
Eclipse posted:@Nate YPX Grey i was thinking on weapon x. Perhaps your designation ypx points to certain things. Like the y and x could point to dna. Such as your parent genetics. Then the p could mean something in english like the word perception. then again you could have been reaserch labeled with the letter p. i honestly just learned of weapon h. He is supposedly a hulk and wolverine hybrid . not sure if writers are just having fun with that one . i ran across a video where someone said weapon x was ran by mr sinister as a working scientist at some time. He was interested in genetic research as well as wondering how the kids of scott summers and jean grey would turn out. i personally dont even know if a person with concussive energy blast even exsist. I know nothing but im just trying to assist your memory and possibly a memory of a reader. perhaps use your inner knowing with finding out what happened. also maybe someone called you ypx when you where young and the mind remembers odd things. Not saying its your case but it would be interesting to have metal bones and not know it. however wouldnt one step on the scale and see like 500 pounds unless the metal is super light? Just giving thoughts for the community.
Hey Nate,Its ot like that,to have 500 pounds,it is somehow in (my) human body.I just answered about knife in my right wrist...It is more subtle. Nanites are part of my body and when needed or just for showing,my body acts like I have a smart suit,but in my flesh and blood body and when I think about knife that is in my right wrist,it just ejects out and it is real knife,but made of metal that,I guess nanites make as I wish.So my body acts like smart suit. I could do that long before I heard about smart suits that can form anything as needed. Even now I can do this ,but it is not visible and it is just a shadow of my former self.Maybe cause I was abducted almost every night and now my powers are at 15%,or so.They made a few adjustments on me,so Im not so dangerous for them any more.Read all my posted stuff and Im sure you will find what your looking for.If not,just ask and I will do my best to explaine or to remember as Im writing.Im writing as much as I can cause I start to remember while writing,Writing is a powerful tool if you want to remember,at least in my case.Just ask,Il be glad to answer,but the thing is that Im from Europe and day and night are reversed so I cant write forever,For example,now is 05.27 in the morning(!) and Im still awake,but barely.I have to go to sleep,you know...Bye for now.
Yes its fine to have 500 pounds. I tell people to just be healthy. I did think about nano tech before but was unsure what it did. Hmm...
@Zozo i always thought a sharp object out of the hands or wrist was cool. I would be more surprised if someone had blades out of both feet or generates a battle ready energy knife. i would probly say "what the crap?" In surprise but thats it. Then my face would would also go pale if my next girl friend shapeshifts her hand into a working plasma gun because its energy perjection and its kind of a apocalypse ability. No ability is evil by itself. I was pondering on nano tech myself and wonder if it can cause autism. For example perhaps nano tech can be deliverd in mercury and mercury is suspected. as far as artificial intelligence... Well i know if someone doesnt have a belly button they are not a natural born in as far as most cases. im not saying their cant be a paranormal case. There can be organic cyborgs. Such as organic intelligence with implanted or augmented tech. in fact there is alot of organic cyborgs if i consider everything i heard with milab and super soldiers. i personally claim unusual non physical things. Now im starting to think im a weapon x astral associate. It would explain my weapon x posts and comments. For some reason i wanna say i like chilling in the dark. Maybe liking the dark is a milab thing? The summer morning sun does kind of hurt my rh neg eyes.
Hi my name is daniel . I am a prophet and have the bloodline of Thor. The god of thunder.
I am psychic, i channel, i am a healer of healers am physicaly fit always . I do not get ill i havent had flu or cold . And i get downloads of inventions . Weapons, free energy, body armour. And dimentional travel devices and also working on healing machines and methods. Trained in combat from age of 5 physically on this planet and trained in astral.
Fully able to do telekinesis , flying, getting through government astral weapons and receiving info in astral.
I have a youtube channel called being iwe.
I have been in all this mystical life all my life.
Hope i can meet some people like me.
And i also have a plan so meeting new info people would be great for hummanity.
Love is the one and the law
@Daniel James Turfrey well you attempted to reach out so im just saying a hello. i understand the world of intuition and psycic abilities. Its normal life to me at this point. I understand downloads of all kinds and wish i had my own downloads of chosen languages. did you say you physicaly fly in a way. um well i actually undeestand because i feel telekenesis is a basic talent and flying or levitating is related. If i have anything i just have accidental intuition and im looking into being a astral milab. I dont feel like im similar to any members but i try to be friendly. Thought i would should say something in passing especially since your reply is on a topic i started. Do you have any dreams you wanna share since this is originally a dream log?
Eclipse posted:@Zozo thanks for your replys and thoughts. did you have any dreams you wanted to post? just asking because its mostly a dream log as well.
No problem,Im here to help others and to know more about myself.Writing about those "special"experiences is activating my memory,but,again(!),its so late that is actually morning here...I just came home and Im barely writing,same like last time,but Il do my best...For me it is hard to go to sleep like "normal"people do.I have my own cycles when to sleep.Im often more than 48h awake.Sometimes up to 4 days.Its all messed up,you know. I will tell you about few of my dreams and many other things that I can say only here and sometimes in you tube comment section...I just read what that guy wrote and,as much as I want to understand/help someone,I dident like all those sentences starting with; I am... .I dident like that,just sayin you know...I hate no one,btw
Do you remember that movie; 300 ?! About Spartans?!Well,it was like that for me, before,when I was being trained ,but I still dont know,who was I working for?!First of all,you are right about A.I.thing,Im to "good" to be something sneaky and,evil in its core.Lets face it,A.I. is where the worst prisons are and is working only with militant reptilians to enslave us too.So,I dont think any more that I can be something like A.I.
For many years,I had a"dream" about me,being without any weapon or special abilities,that I was aware of,but,now I know that without my special "smart" thinking,I couldent survive all that,no way...So,I was just like that,almost naked with my bare hands, thrown in the most extreme environment, where I had to go through an area where there were,running freely(!),super intelligent Velociraptors...So,all I could do is,to do my "job" and go through that most extreme,hostile environment with,those smart beings guarding that territory.Just like that scene,where the Spartans left,almost naked kid,to survive the cold winter night,with nothing,well he had a spear and he killed a dire wolf and survived the cold...It was like that,for me,but without a spear.Just to say,that I always found a way out,but I was in such extreme pressure during those missions,that I never could actually have one night of rest,you know?!"Real" life was hard enough,but when others sleep,Im doing those missions "against" reptilians...I mean Cmon!Gimme a brake!Did I sign for all this?!But,I have my ways,to stay alive,always...
Before that experience,I had to,again,without anything,survive (now I know,they were humanoid reptilians(maybe (like) on Mars?!) being captured by them.Thats all,but in so "simple" assignment,you have to be all you can be,or you will be,no more...
From all those missions,abductions,maltreatment in"real"life,being beaten from when I was just 3 years old and then I had to survive the real freakin War!Yes,that too really happened to me,from 1991 - 95.I could be born and live in any other town,or in any other part of my town,but of course,my flat was and still is,only 50 feet(for real!) from main army barracks!Just imagine how many bombs fell near and on my building!Not on other buildings!Or 50 feet left or right,but directly on my head.Imagine odds for that to happen to you?! They were ruthless.They were "sending" everything that they had(and they had everything and more!).Thousands of grenades! All day long!And all night long !Non stop.Like WWII ,but bloodier and more gruesome(Vukovar,etc..),more personal,we were friends with Serbs,normal life,untill that war really happened to me and I really dont know how I survived all that shit...They were the 7th(!) strongest army,in the freakin WORLD!!Against a small country like Croatia?!Without army or anything at that time!But you know what: WE WON. Thats all Im gonna say.
Now,I remembered one detail,that I always wanted an answer to...I always wanted to know(maybe this will sound stupid);"What happens when/if you die during those missions?".Now I know the answer,but that means,that I never,ever(!) died in a mission(!) and this is freakin almost unbelievable to me,but I know it is really like that!Im tellin how it is/was and what was I wondering at the time.
Im always there,where is the biggest mess and Im always alone.I know(presume) why Im here now and why my life was and still is so freakin hard...Now it is 07.22 in the morning and I will tell you some more stuff that happened to me,but I must go and at least ,try(!),to go to sleep,but I dont think thats gonna happen today.But I will try to rest,at least...
Greetings to all!
Eclipse posted:@Daniel James Turfrey well you attempted to reach out so im just saying a hello. i understand the world of intuition and psycic abilities. Its normal life to me at this point. I understand downloads of all kinds and wish i had my own downloads of chosen languages. did you say you physicaly fly in a way. um well i actually undeestand because i feel telekenesis is a basic talent and flying or levitating is related. If i have anything i just have accidental intuition and im looking into being a astral milab. I dont feel like im similar to any members but i try to be friendly. Thought i would should say something in passing especially since your reply is on a topic i started. Do you have any dreams you wanna share since this is originally a dream log?
Hi , thanks for the reach out.
No not physical fly, physical flying is not possible without tec or vibration change of avatar.
Flying in astral travel.
All these gifted individuals on here supposedly and no body is helping save the world????
A dream yes i have a few. End of the world dreams. Also detail from the white house.
Also i am looking for the ACCORD
You people might not of heard of them.
Zozo posted:Eclipse posted:@Nate YPX Grey i was thinking on weapon x. Perhaps your designation ypx points to certain things. Like the y and x could point to dna. Such as your parent genetics. Then the p could mean something in english like the word perception. then again you could have been reaserch labeled with the letter p. i honestly just learned of weapon h. He is supposedly a hulk and wolverine hybrid . not sure if writers are just having fun with that one . i ran across a video where someone said weapon x was ran by mr sinister as a working scientist at some time. He was interested in genetic research as well as wondering how the kids of scott summers and jean grey would turn out. i personally dont even know if a person with concussive energy blast even exsist. I know nothing but im just trying to assist your memory and possibly a memory of a reader. perhaps use your inner knowing with finding out what happened. also maybe someone called you ypx when you where young and the mind remembers odd things. Not saying its your case but it would be interesting to have metal bones and not know it. however wouldnt one step on the scale and see like 500 pounds unless the metal is super light? Just giving thoughts for the community.
I'm a 1st generation MK-ULTRA "supersoldier". There's more metal objects actually in me than I would have believed possible even in the Program from it's beginning. However, through a means of enhancing us, to be able to survive the kinds of "torc" that superstrong musculature would generate, they went back to ancient warrior practices of "micro-fracturing" that results in greatly enhanced bone density and strength. Reference: "Wolf's Law". Having been a successful ULTRA agent the first 25 years of my life, my bones are recorded as being approximately the SAME Rockwell Hardness of "brass". It DOES create a level of survivabilty that had surprised even (and especially) myself in so many years for all the damage I was able to sustain and shake off and maintain progress on my target(s). I'd have to call it the "next best thing" to those "metal bones" you speak of. And they DO have better enhancements than this, in this present day and age. But, you can pretty much count on the fact that they will literally DIE before they use any of this science to actually HELP a single individual anywhere... unless they can maintain "strings" attached for their own purposes, of course!
@Daniel James Turfrey i can see what you mean by flying is possible only with device or higher vibration. thats exactly what im getting at when i talk about the possibility of acquiring new abilities. actually one time i believed i could fly until i fully woke up. if i was suffering from a horrible case of a sleep walking i might have jumped off something. as i think i mentioned i mostly fly in dreams so it was odd to be like a telekinetic thor for a moment only to understand a thirst for chi power.
what exactly is saving the world? killing someone? perhaps if that is what your supposed to do. however i heard of shadow government that pull strings so its hard for a well meaning being to get at them. to me its a mob mentality or big group world so i feel saving the world is saving a individual. it will mean something to that person in time. what do i mean in time? some of the members are strong enough to catch someone as they jump off a bridge. that person will look back on that sacrifice on day. i was saved by a fire fighter at only two years old. i was with the state for a short time. a good time to mess with a potential milab. they gave children vaccine injections back then. some here mean well. like a friendly person expressed that they where compelled towards justice. not going to say who it is. i personally would physically liberate milabs and captive children. however this is not the case. perhaps i can help others by learning hypnotherapy. the first project i blame as a possible astral milab is umbrella corp. even though i hope im a neutral friendly as a person. so now any virus outbreak will bother me untill i hear of my soul condition otherwise.
@Stormm thats interesting and thanks for telling us about your augmentations. im simply a possible astral milab. however today i had a bloody nose when im a full adult in medical terms. this happened after some mental progress in understanding the matrix. possible side effect of milab etheric implants was the first i thought of. you mentioned implant so im just telling the friends on the site.
Eclipse posted:@Stormm thats interesting and thanks for telling us about your augmentations. im simply a possible astral milab. however today i had a bloody nose when im a full adult in medical terms. this happened after some mental progress in understanding the matrix. possible side effect of milab etheric implants was the first i thought of. you mentioned implant so im just telling the friends on the site.
Does anyone have the scab on the top of the head . ???
@Zozo thanks for sharing all that. eclipse is at a loss for words. one can only say sorry. or if i see a vet the only thing i can say is thanks for my freedom. when they might have lost friends in action and had no time to think of it till after the fact. i talked to a girl in isreal and her town has a history of taking rocket fire and things like that. i thought that is a crappy thing to get used to. i also noticed in general that life can be difficult in many different ways. who am i to say whats the worst but facing weapons after one sees abuse is messed up. i personally dont like conflict on the system. as for me i guess i will loose a bunch of sleep if i continue raising vibration. i hope i get used to that quickly. as for 300... i see what you mean. i seen my own big bad wolf invader before. now the negative dream entity is about my situation with the foster parents and having a right of passage via dreams like carl jung suggested. whatever doesnt kill you makes you stronger. i personally appreciated grit and hard work after i was an adult age.
Eclipse posted:@Daniel James Turfrey i can see what you mean by flying is possible only with device or higher vibration. thats exactly what im getting at when i talk about the possibility of acquiring new abilities. actually one time i believed i could fly until i fully woke up. if i was suffering from a horrible case of a sleep walking i might have jumped off something. as i think i mentioned i mostly fly in dreams so it was odd to be like a telekinetic thor for a moment only to understand a thirst for chi power.
what exactly is saving the world? killing someone? perhaps if that is what your supposed to do. however i heard of shadow government that pull strings so its hard for a well meaning being to get at them. to me its a mob mentality or big group world so i feel saving the world is saving a individual. it will mean something to that person in time. what do i mean in time? some of the members are strong enough to catch someone as they jump off a bridge. that person will look back on that sacrifice on day. i was saved by a fire fighter at only two years old. i was with the state for a short time. a good time to mess with a potential milab. they gave children vaccine injections back then. some here mean well. like a friendly person expressed that they where compelled towards justice. not going to say who it is. i personally would physically liberate milabs and captive children. however this is not the case. perhaps i can help others by learning hypnotherapy. the first project i blame as a possible astral milab is umbrella corp. even though i hope im a neutral friendly as a person. so now any virus outbreak will bother me untill i hear of my soul condition otherwise.
The abilities are gifts . Given to us.
Its weird that people dont know yet about saving the world. I guess still waiting for activation.
There is going to be a big war. A seperation a divide . Good vs bad. Empath vs narcissism.
Light vs dark.
And we will be activated, harvested, depending on our traits.
Our traits are what make us , us. . Its a esteem, a personality. And this personality is of empathy and righteousness. Also known as exitabilities found by dabrowski.
Look into it. Its the heros journey.
Watch altered carbon. The rich people in the sky doing dirty.murder, pain etc. Its showing the rich abusing so called turnip eaters ( poor)
Its epsteins island
Truth, wisdom , fire, death and war.
@Daniel James Turfrey i hear what your saying and i can see it in multiple ways. maybe there is different kinds of saving the world. like the epic kind and there is simply touching your neighbor. both is a well meaning sacrifice. actually i think a old meaning for a warrior is sacrifice. i just know some beings are against ending a life for whatever reason. i will just stay neutral and possibly help my current neighbor
One thing to consider......dreams/oobs are not always what they appear, or seem to be. We can be easily fooled if we aren't careful.
For example, one nite I found myself aboard a ship. A person I knew approached with a cube...said this is our latest.....try it out. Which meant use my power on it. So i did. I generate massive amounts of power thru my hands. I had the box jumping and sounding off.....slammed it thru the air.....just had fun. The box turned into a beaten animal screaming in pain. I was horrified at what I had done.
The person who gave me the cube was not the person they portrayed. The cube was one of their infernal machines they needed powered up and I had stupidly just done so. The cube was not an animal...they made me see an animal so i would be too terrified to used my power against their will. They are evil bastards. Trust no one.
I had a interesting thing happen last night in the dream world. I was in a hallway and i over heard some one say " i need you to get rid of him by next xmas." And it was like a boss saying they needed me to take a dirt nap. They where even in a office of some kind. I dont know whats up with my astral life and i dont know how i can relate it to physical life. Especially since i have no official employment right now. Not saying anything will happen either. @eevie do you have any thoughts on threatening dreams i cant put my finger on?